i am being me.i can't be the perfect girl they want me to be.i need to make mistake just to learn who i am and i don't want to be so damn protected.they must trust me.there is many ways but why they choose this way?i believe in chances but why can't they?but who am i to say?what a tiny girl is to do?i just need answer not question all the time.what am i suppose to do with my life?i fell like i'm stuck in a cage.how am i suppose to know the world?how am i suppose to know what's right?i just can't help feeling this way.i already told them what i would do,wouldn't do,will do but why can't they just trust me but instead scolding me without knowing how i behave?is it fair?it's true i'm their only sister but they have to let me free somtimes somehow,they have to trust me and not their friends saying all the time.i don't need nobody to tell me what i'm going to do with my life,what i must and must not do.i'm so fed up with people telling me to be someone else but me.i used to think that i have answers for everything but now i know that life doesn't always go on my way.i didn't asked for more,i just need time and moment that is all mine.i need memory brothers.there is no need to protect me now,i'm old enough you need not worry that much.it's time for me to learn.i've to learn to face shit on my own.i've seen so much more than you know now,so don't asked to me to do stuff or close my eyes.but if you would atleast once look at me in my eyes.you can see 
a young girl who will always find her way.it ain't that easy to influence her.she's not what you think she is,bro.all i need now is just your trust but now i see that you ain't trying abit but i'm a superstar in your damn show.you're trying to show people that you care but you don't give a shit to me but you gave all those shit in your love life.so,now i understand your love life is much more important than your so called lil sis.bro i thought you were different but you weren't.i'm sori but im not mad at you i just hate the both of you.i know it's not right saying all this but i've no choice.if you can do it your way so can i.if you can show your stone-head on the streets,don't you think i can do better than you?even if i don't i would let you down no matter what.i'm willing to do it FOR MYSELF.
a young girl who will always find her way.it ain't that easy to influence her.she's not what you think she is,bro.all i need now is just your trust but now i see that you ain't trying abit but i'm a superstar in your damn show.you're trying to show people that you care but you don't give a shit to me but you gave all those shit in your love life.so,now i understand your love life is much more important than your so called lil sis.bro i thought you were different but you weren't.i'm sori but im not mad at you i just hate the both of you.i know it's not right saying all this but i've no choice.if you can do it your way so can i.if you can show your stone-head on the streets,don't you think i can do better than you?even if i don't i would let you down no matter what.i'm willing to do it FOR MYSELF. 
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